Live it..

"I want to take your word and shine it all around. First help me just to live it Lord.
And when I'm doing well, help me to never seek a crown.
For my reward is bringing glory to you."


got that lyrics from the song.


Oh, Lord, You're beautiful by Jesus Culture.


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I really wanna live for You, Lord.


But am i really living for You?


am i walking in faith with You?


am i really living a life You want me to live?


am i doings things You want me to do?


am i loving people, the way You want me to love them?


...


Lord, I have this desire to walk with you, with complete obedience and faithfulness..


Take this fear of man from me Lord.


Let me live in love for You Lord.


Give me strength, Lord.. to face this world. 


For them to see Your love...


All for you alone..
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"I want to take your word and shine it all around. First help me just to live it Lord.
And when I'm doing well, help me to never seek a crown.
For my reward is bringing glory to you."

eyes-closed; mind-open.

i'm not insomniac
i'm not addict... (ofcourse NOT!)
i'm not working on graveyard shift


but last night, i couldn't get sleep. it was 1:00am and i couldn't sleep.


some thoughts running on my mind? I guess.
some people? maybe yes.


headache, that's what I have now.  coz someone cut my sleep too. haay


wanna continue sleeping, but random thoughts won't allow me to. grrrr


anyways, i'm still on leave so i can sleep anytime of the day. 


but for now, i'll be preparing coz we'll have a mother and daughter bonding.  yo!


thank You Lord, for this second day of leave from work.
for this new life.
renewed strength
come.what.may.activities.
thanks for YOUR LOVE..


In Jesus name, Amen.. 

I'm in Love..

i'm in love..


in my 25years of existence.. oh make it nearly 26... i haven't had a boyfriend..


yep, you've heard it right.. I'M SINGLE. and so much available..


does it really matter? hmmm.. 


but wait, i think i'm not allowing myself to be in a relationship at age of 12 so the second line statement, wouldn't make sense, doyouthinkso??


so does it really matter? sometimes no.. sometimes, YEEESSS.. when i think of my friends being "into a relationship", i'm like, 


"oh Lord, where's mine? i like him. i think i love him.. please give him to me.."


last couple of years, it did really matter..


i kept on looking.. praying for specific someone.. yeah, someone, i thought i'd have something to look forward to. but.. owkey.. never mind.. 


last night, oh make it the last week, i came into a realizations that..


"at the age of 25, i'm not yet even prepared"


i don't know why and how. 25 and not yet ready. 


some would says, poor you.. cmon..  but. that's really it..


IM_NOT_YET_READY.


and i think God gave me this realizations. that from now on, 


....I will stop looking.. stop bothering myself for this love to meet me ASAP.. 


coz i have been loved by my family, friends, and specially my GOD, 


who is more than enough for me.


why am i looking for love.. where GOD's love is sufficient for me. 


when the time comes, and maybe God is thinking i need someone to be with, i know He'll prepare me..


but now, i will focus on Him.. fix my eyes on Him. and let Him prepare me for what's going to come.


God is teaching me that His love is everything i need. no more no less. 


HE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH.  


That's my Man JESUS.. :) My GOD, my KING.. my HERO.


and HE loves me. love that i can't ever think of..

thank you LORD for loving me..

Jeremiah 31:3 The Lord appeared to us in the past,t saying:"I have loved you with an everlasting love;I have drawn you with unfailing kindness.

oops.. im not bitter in any form. coz God is my comfort. and God is the strength of my heart.  for those who found their God's will, God bless you. help each other to grow more inlove with JESUS. and He will let your love for each other grow.. more and more.


state: contented.. single but so happy.. thank you LORD

sin.forgiveness.LOVE.Grace

..in all my ways, may i give you praise...

that's my prayer. oh yeah...

but i failed.. i failed..

i sinned. i sinned.. i sin.. sin sin.. oh Lord..

i don't ever deserve Your love.

You have every reason to leave me.

every reason not to love me..

i sinned.. i hurt you.. always.

i ask forgiveness.. and i sinned again..

I'm sorry, Lord..

But thank You Lord. that You love me.

loves me.. loving me..

thank you..

i deserve your punishment..

but you poured out Your grace..


something i don't deserve, but given..


because of Your amazing love.. 

I'm asking You Lord, to give me strength to overcome all this..

Thanks for always being at my side, You're the one telling me not to do it.. but i failed you..

but YOU STILL LOVE ME.

Thank you..

sweep me Lord..

I need you.. i dont wanna sin.

but this human nature in me..

it should not be my excuse, coz it's not even one..

Forgive me Lord.. Forgive me..

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I pray that my life brings glory and honor to Your name, always..

I love you, Lord.. :)

I'm sorry Lord..

Deuteronomy 10:12-13

A Call to Love and Obedience

12  “And now, Israel, what does the Lord your God require of you? He requires only that you fear the Lordyour God, and live in a way that pleases him, and love him and serve him with all your heart and soul.

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Often we ask, "What does God expect from me?" Here Moses gives a summary that is simple in form and easy to remember. Here are the essentials: (1) Fear God; (2) Live in a way that pleases him; (3) Love him; (4) Serve him with all your heart and soul; and (5) Obey his commands. Too often we complicate faith with man-made rules, regulations, and requirements. Are you frustrated and burned out from trying hard to please God? Concentrate on his real requirements and find peace. Respect, follow, love, serve, and obey.

am about to sleep, but this online devo cracks me up. stirred and hits my heart....


O Lord.. forgive me.. 


why am i'm complicating things out..?


Lord, i'm sorry.


forgive me.


i'm getting frustrated and i'm not aware that i just want to prove something. and that ain't should be..


forgive me Lord.. if there were times, i'm doing it for myself
and not for you. forgive me.


break my heart Lord. 

help me. I want t live for You. 


all for you Lord.. 


thanks for loving me..

Be Still..

BE STILL..

i've been listening to this song
Be Still by Kari Jobe
for nth time now..

and then i've decided to write something..

actually, this should be the title of my first ever blog..
but i'm kinda slow and
typed in
"Be still" 
and now it's the title of this whole page..

but don't you think it's awesome..

maybe that's what it should be look like..

for you and for me..

BE STILL.. my soul. Be still..

Psalm 46

For the director of music. Of the Sons of Korah. According to alamoth. A song.t

1 God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.

2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,

3 though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging.t

4 There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,
the holy place where the Most High dwells.

5 God is within her, she will not fall;
God will help her at break of day.

6 Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall;
he lifts his voice, the earth melts.

7 The Lord Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.

8 Come and see what the Lord has done,
the desolations he has brought on the earth.

9 He makes wars cease
to the ends of the earth.
He breaks the bow and shatters the spear;
he burns the shieldst with fire.

10 He says, "Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth."

11 The Lord Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.