I'm in Love..

i'm in love..


in my 25years of existence.. oh make it nearly 26... i haven't had a boyfriend..


yep, you've heard it right.. I'M SINGLE. and so much available..


does it really matter? hmmm.. 


but wait, i think i'm not allowing myself to be in a relationship at age of 12 so the second line statement, wouldn't make sense, doyouthinkso??


so does it really matter? sometimes no.. sometimes, YEEESSS.. when i think of my friends being "into a relationship", i'm like, 


"oh Lord, where's mine? i like him. i think i love him.. please give him to me.."


last couple of years, it did really matter..


i kept on looking.. praying for specific someone.. yeah, someone, i thought i'd have something to look forward to. but.. owkey.. never mind.. 


last night, oh make it the last week, i came into a realizations that..


"at the age of 25, i'm not yet even prepared"


i don't know why and how. 25 and not yet ready. 


some would says, poor you.. cmon..  but. that's really it..


IM_NOT_YET_READY.


and i think God gave me this realizations. that from now on, 


....I will stop looking.. stop bothering myself for this love to meet me ASAP.. 


coz i have been loved by my family, friends, and specially my GOD, 


who is more than enough for me.


why am i looking for love.. where GOD's love is sufficient for me. 


when the time comes, and maybe God is thinking i need someone to be with, i know He'll prepare me..


but now, i will focus on Him.. fix my eyes on Him. and let Him prepare me for what's going to come.


God is teaching me that His love is everything i need. no more no less. 


HE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH.  


That's my Man JESUS.. :) My GOD, my KING.. my HERO.


and HE loves me. love that i can't ever think of..

thank you LORD for loving me..

Jeremiah 31:3 The Lord appeared to us in the past,t saying:"I have loved you with an everlasting love;I have drawn you with unfailing kindness.

oops.. im not bitter in any form. coz God is my comfort. and God is the strength of my heart.  for those who found their God's will, God bless you. help each other to grow more inlove with JESUS. and He will let your love for each other grow.. more and more.


state: contented.. single but so happy.. thank you LORD